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this is stupid █████

what? what do you mean?

it feels like youre obsessing over this Jouse
youre treating it like a living organism
are you sure everythings okay

i'm fine. and you haven't seen the place yet,
it would explain everything.

matter of fact, i've asked numerous times if
you'd like to check it out. you always say
you're "too busy" with "personal shit," but
you never elaborate. i'm supposed to be your
friend, dude. why can't you talk to me and tell
me what's bogging you down?

you dont need to worry about that
and i do consider you my friend you just

you know how hard it is for me to talk
about my own shit like
i dont think you forcing me to give
you my sob story is going to make that
any better

and this whole like
dude just check it out trust me im not insane
kind of shit youre talking about is only making
me more concerned

like im okay with coming over especially since
i havent seen you since you moved in but like

give me some time
i have too much on my plate right now
and this whole move from the previous chat app
to this whole ass forum revolving around your
house and some hoax images is a bit more of a
hassle on top of that

like what the fuck is the deal with all of this
oh come visit my webpage where i talk about my
supernatural Jouse of horrors

why the fuck is it even called The Jouse anyway
and whats the deal with the unavoidable
autocorrect man this shits annoying

what are you gonna fucking censor your own
identity next

youre becoming obsessed █████
obsessed with that fucking run down dingy ass
Jouse
obsessed with your online privacy which you
never wouldve thought about before this
obsessed with revolving your entire life around
these tacky logs
is this getting logged as well what is it even
for i doubt its archival
what the fuck are you planning here █████
you never communicate your wants
you never communicate your needs
it feels like you only reach out to the ones
you supposedly care for if you need a favor

i cant keep doing this █████
you cant keep doing this either
i dont know if this is some fucked up form
of escapism or what
you have problems and you need to face them
head on
you cant just keep bottling everything up
and forcing yourself to keep quiet
people care about you
your friends want to help you
you keep pushing everyone away
you keep pushing me away

barry, what the fuck is your problem?
like, seriously. you're projecting so hard
it's mind-numbingly miserable.

you can't deal with my shit any longer?
oh, honey, try spending a fucking day
in my fucking shoes. you act so fucking
high-and-mighty about everyone's problems
as if you were the one experiencing them,
let alone the one to fucking help cope with
anything.

and don't even get me started on how you
blatantly lie about shit to everyone,
including yourself. for whatever reason,
it's like you're forcing yourself to play
an act in front of the people that are in
your friend group.

why do you even do this to your friends in
the first place? do you think that your
"true" thoughts are so fucking disgusting
that they'll drop you like an unwanted toy
the moment they think you'd say something
they "wouldn't like?" do you even know what
you sound like to others, barry?

"ohhh i can't fucking stand [x] thing,
i think its so awful like how could
anyone enjoy that"

"my name is barry and i think that
concealing myself is a healthy way of
forming bonds with others and this
totally wont come back to bite me in
the ass"

nobody cares if you ███████████████,
barry. it was never that serious,
nor will it ever will be. maybe some
people will think you're weird, but
that won't make them hate your guts
or cut you off. that's not what a
decent person would do.
[edited by autologging]

i'm not the one pushing people away.
you're the one cowarding in a shell
you've forgotten how to break down
because of the way you treat yourself.

sure, we've all got undesirable and
generally weird parts of ourselves,
but at least i know to trust my friends
and to not be dicks about it, and i
feel like despite all these years of
knowing you, whenever i ask you something
simple, targetted to your well-being or
general interests, you either brush off
the subject or just... shut down.

[Kimberly F. (kf2k) set their status to: ONLINE]

Hey guys, just making sure whether or not we're
still hopping on that fishing game today.

dude.

Oh, shit. Bad timing. Sorry.

[Kimberly F. (kf2k) set her status to: WANDERING]

you know i was going to apologize for lashing
out like that unprompted
but

i'm not in the mood for apologies.
i'll be back for our session, i need to take a
walk

[█████ (███████████) set his status to: WANDERING]

fine